I live for the moments that you can't put into words
And even if it kills me - I'm gonna smile - Cause I wanna make you happy
Got back from Florida yesterday..and just let me say...it was amazing once again :)
Visited my one of my favorite places (Disney) and just had wayy too good of a break. Brought back the cutest souveniors. Saw alot of people who reminded me of other people. Ha. Went to a jillion flea markets. Ate so much good food. I love Florida. Period. The sun, the grass :), the roofs (ha), and definetly the beaches and weather. One of my favorite places to be!
When i got back home my heart pretty much shattered. You know when you know others are in pain and all you wanna do is be able to take the pain away from them, make it your own instead, but you can't, and you feel helpless. That's how i felt. I dont wanna sound selfish because i can only imagine what theyre going through, but i just wish there was something i could do. A simple hug even. But you know im always there for you. Always. And i know you know that i care and hurt with you, and that things will get worse before they get better, but they will get better. I love you, and if you need me call me no matter where you are no matter how far. It helped alot talking to you and i hope it helped you too. Just know youve always got me. <3
So im learning the ups and downs of life. How you can be so happy and so sad at the same time. How you can feel others pain inside of you. How you can want so bad to make things better but in the end have to accept what happens and make the most of it. Ya, life is a rollercoaster. It has its ups and downs. But through it all, i've always got people there for me, and i'm always there for them, so i know ill always make it.
Yaa. Break was amazing. Dreading returning to class. Only 2 more months though then SUMMER. Soccer games start this week. Can't wait.
To my friends. Love you. Miss you. See you soon.
Got back from Florida yesterday..and just let me say...it was amazing once again :)
Visited my one of my favorite places (Disney) and just had wayy too good of a break. Brought back the cutest souveniors. Saw alot of people who reminded me of other people. Ha. Went to a jillion flea markets. Ate so much good food. I love Florida. Period. The sun, the grass :), the roofs (ha), and definetly the beaches and weather. One of my favorite places to be!
When i got back home my heart pretty much shattered. You know when you know others are in pain and all you wanna do is be able to take the pain away from them, make it your own instead, but you can't, and you feel helpless. That's how i felt. I dont wanna sound selfish because i can only imagine what theyre going through, but i just wish there was something i could do. A simple hug even. But you know im always there for you. Always. And i know you know that i care and hurt with you, and that things will get worse before they get better, but they will get better. I love you, and if you need me call me no matter where you are no matter how far. It helped alot talking to you and i hope it helped you too. Just know youve always got me. <3
So im learning the ups and downs of life. How you can be so happy and so sad at the same time. How you can feel others pain inside of you. How you can want so bad to make things better but in the end have to accept what happens and make the most of it. Ya, life is a rollercoaster. It has its ups and downs. But through it all, i've always got people there for me, and i'm always there for them, so i know ill always make it.
Yaa. Break was amazing. Dreading returning to class. Only 2 more months though then SUMMER. Soccer games start this week. Can't wait.
To my friends. Love you. Miss you. See you soon.