Verity - near miss.
Phew! Urmm.. that was close. I *need* to be more careful with where I put things, bad verity. Lying and decieving saves the day again, all this honesty bullshit is overrated I say.
I also need to learn to skive SUCCESSFULLY. So yes, no Autonomy, doom and ultimate gloom, but it does mean I have 3 weeks of NOTHING TO DO. So can other equally socially inept people come and visit me and we can have winter picnics and look at the fairy lights and help me do Christmas shopping please?
I am very happy. RIGHT NOW. For no good reason, I love this happy, CONTENTMENT. Nothing particularly spectacular, no one is talking to me, I am not doing anything exciting or interesting, but I am smiling all over my grubby, paint stained face, mwahahaha, it sucks to be all you depressed people. I am savouring my hormone free moments while I still can!
To do list:
Get some more blue hair dye, dye extensions and stick them in.
LEAVE HAIR AND GIVE IT LOVE & ATTENTION.
Find a location for some good urban decay photography in low light, that doesn't involve becoming a juvenile delinquant and breaking into boarded up houses.
Plan a faux christmas with Laura and Vicki. I will come see you for a day yes?
Get all christmas presents sorted and buy cards! and write them! and send them! (give me your addresses people, an order)
Watch Requiem for a Dream, finally.
Stop eating shit. YES I will do this. I made stirfried vegetables and quorn today, get me.
Research some good black and white photographers that distress their prints and negatives.
LEARN TO BE ABLE TO APPRECIATE MY OWN COMPANY.
Gonna go off on a creative streak now. This quote somes up what I am doing art-wise at the moment "You make another move, I'll Jackson Pollock your brains all over the wall." FUNFUNFUNSPLASHYYEEAAHUH.
I also need to learn to skive SUCCESSFULLY. So yes, no Autonomy, doom and ultimate gloom, but it does mean I have 3 weeks of NOTHING TO DO. So can other equally socially inept people come and visit me and we can have winter picnics and look at the fairy lights and help me do Christmas shopping please?
I am very happy. RIGHT NOW. For no good reason, I love this happy, CONTENTMENT. Nothing particularly spectacular, no one is talking to me, I am not doing anything exciting or interesting, but I am smiling all over my grubby, paint stained face, mwahahaha, it sucks to be all you depressed people. I am savouring my hormone free moments while I still can!
To do list:
Get some more blue hair dye, dye extensions and stick them in.
LEAVE HAIR AND GIVE IT LOVE & ATTENTION.
Find a location for some good urban decay photography in low light, that doesn't involve becoming a juvenile delinquant and breaking into boarded up houses.
Plan a faux christmas with Laura and Vicki. I will come see you for a day yes?
Get all christmas presents sorted and buy cards! and write them! and send them! (give me your addresses people, an order)
Watch Requiem for a Dream, finally.
Stop eating shit. YES I will do this. I made stirfried vegetables and quorn today, get me.
Research some good black and white photographers that distress their prints and negatives.
LEARN TO BE ABLE TO APPRECIATE MY OWN COMPANY.
Gonna go off on a creative streak now. This quote somes up what I am doing art-wise at the moment "You make another move, I'll Jackson Pollock your brains all over the wall." FUNFUNFUNSPLASHYYEEAAHUH.