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I wish I could explain my mood as of late. I'm trying so hard to be in a better mood that it exhausts me. I have all these thoughts in my head, but I have no idea how to get them out in a way that makes sense. I feel like I'm drifting again. There are clearly defined times when I don't feel that way, but then I walk out of those times so confused. Maybe it's because this week has just been a weird week. Maybe getting back into a normal routine will help. Maybe I'll go visit my good friends (books) and I'll find something to take me away and take this mood away too. Maybe I'll go take an 8 hour nap.