Aug 07, 2007 11:48
Physically... and spiritually... I feel whole again.
It's a funny thing - I found my people... in the ONE place I refused to look - the last place I thought I'd ever find them. It's the strangest thing in the world, and yet the most wonderful thing in the world. I'm home.
I know exactly what I'm meant to do in this world now. I've found my place. And I no longer have fear or doubt as to my future well-being or happiness. There will always be problems and losses. There will always be heartaches and challenges. But NOW - now it's all contextualized within a greater picture that gives me utter faith that it will all work out in the end.
I'm not afraid anymore. For the first time in my life, I know peace. And I SLEPT last night... a deep, peaceful sleep...
Get ready everyone - this is a whole new me... or more precisely: the me I was born as... the old me... the original me... I'm back.