hmmmm...dating...GAH...scariest thing ever....
So, yeah....
I haven't talked to skip in like 2 months...
his friend Danny keeps inviting me to a party at his house and fun stuff like that but I am so worried to go and have skip be there...
but at the same time I want to go and have him be there...
I want to be able to do to him the same things he did to me...
I want to be able to ignore him and let him see how it feels to watch somebody you care about hang all over other people...
A taste of your own medicine kinda deal...
I started taking to this guy John again...
I wrote about him once...
I met him on the way home from my aunts wedding in Las vegas last year...
He's really smart and funny and whatnot...
I found out that the reason he stopped calling me for awhile was because of a situation that occured with skip...
The night after that party I refused to answer skip's calls, and I was telling John what had happened...
Well, when I wouldn't answer his calls he just showed up and we were sitting in my room talking...
Well, when John called back that night I answered the phone and said I was sitting in bed with skip and that I would call him back...
So, John felt like he was being lied to...
but we settled that...
I talked to him about everything that happened with me and skip...
and he asked me if I wanted to go out with him this weekend...
like a DATE kinda thing...
GAH!!!!!!!
I am so nervous! I haven't gone on a date (with anyone but skip) in like 7 months...
and skip wasn't nearly as...ummmm...educated or...ummm...proper as John is...
I am so nervous about saying something wrong or making an ass out of myself...
but at the same time I am excited about this...
So, yeah...
we'll see how this goes...
and I decided to make it interesting and ask my mom if her and her boyfriend wanted to go on a double-date with us...
I assumed it would make things easier...
and I think John and my mom's boyfriend will get along with eachother because they are both VERY into business and things of that nature...
So, this will be interesting to say the least...
What's even worse is that I am more worried about my mom's boyfriend meeting him than I am about my dad (step dad) meeting him...
that is alittle weird...
but meh...
I haven't talked to skip in like 2 months...
his friend Danny keeps inviting me to a party at his house and fun stuff like that but I am so worried to go and have skip be there...
but at the same time I want to go and have him be there...
I want to be able to do to him the same things he did to me...
I want to be able to ignore him and let him see how it feels to watch somebody you care about hang all over other people...
A taste of your own medicine kinda deal...
I started taking to this guy John again...
I wrote about him once...
I met him on the way home from my aunts wedding in Las vegas last year...
He's really smart and funny and whatnot...
I found out that the reason he stopped calling me for awhile was because of a situation that occured with skip...
The night after that party I refused to answer skip's calls, and I was telling John what had happened...
Well, when I wouldn't answer his calls he just showed up and we were sitting in my room talking...
Well, when John called back that night I answered the phone and said I was sitting in bed with skip and that I would call him back...
So, John felt like he was being lied to...
but we settled that...
I talked to him about everything that happened with me and skip...
and he asked me if I wanted to go out with him this weekend...
like a DATE kinda thing...
GAH!!!!!!!
I am so nervous! I haven't gone on a date (with anyone but skip) in like 7 months...
and skip wasn't nearly as...ummmm...educated or...ummm...proper as John is...
I am so nervous about saying something wrong or making an ass out of myself...
but at the same time I am excited about this...
So, yeah...
we'll see how this goes...
and I decided to make it interesting and ask my mom if her and her boyfriend wanted to go on a double-date with us...
I assumed it would make things easier...
and I think John and my mom's boyfriend will get along with eachother because they are both VERY into business and things of that nature...
So, this will be interesting to say the least...
What's even worse is that I am more worried about my mom's boyfriend meeting him than I am about my dad (step dad) meeting him...
that is alittle weird...
but meh...