gargle with ass
Bah. I'm so tired I can no longer think straight. This has been the phrase describing my life for, oh, two months now. I'm looking forward to exams so, so much because it means all the projects and assignments and ridiculous labs are over and it no longer matters how well I did and it all boils down to three hours in an enormous gym with opscan sheets and mechanical pencils and when those three hours are over, then everything is really over. Come quickly, December. I can't take much more of this.
I couldn't do anything yesterday. I just couldn't. I got up to watch my boys play as a reward for all my hard work, but then I couldn't get off the couch. I did some dishes, I had a bath, I went back to the couch, I did more dishes, I went back to the couch. I sat in the computer chair briefly and opened the document for the project with the closest due date, but then I closed it. I really needed the day of nothing, but I really needed a day of solid work. Bah. Boo. Rage.
I am tired of moaning, but it's about all I'm capable of at this point in time. I will cobble together something about the benefits of walking, create a blank calendar and print it all out. And then I can sleep. Cherith was here for nine hours today. We accomplished a lot, but not enough. Tomorrow night will be a very long night.
Emoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
<3
I couldn't do anything yesterday. I just couldn't. I got up to watch my boys play as a reward for all my hard work, but then I couldn't get off the couch. I did some dishes, I had a bath, I went back to the couch, I did more dishes, I went back to the couch. I sat in the computer chair briefly and opened the document for the project with the closest due date, but then I closed it. I really needed the day of nothing, but I really needed a day of solid work. Bah. Boo. Rage.
I am tired of moaning, but it's about all I'm capable of at this point in time. I will cobble together something about the benefits of walking, create a blank calendar and print it all out. And then I can sleep. Cherith was here for nine hours today. We accomplished a lot, but not enough. Tomorrow night will be a very long night.
Emoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
<3