May 31, 2020 21:10
I have been going through a hazardous train wreck break up for the past few months.
Perhaps I will gain the courage to crack open the crazed blender of treacherous feelings and be able to journal about it..
I have rejoined OK Cupid and actively looking for female companion again..
How I miss the affection.. But I have to admit. I feel like this will sweep the poisonous tracks left behind from my broken heart.
I was talking to my brother on the phone and both can admit how we smother the people we think we're in love with..
It hurts. It just really, really fucking hurts.