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I feel rushed about everything but I never have anything to do. That doesn't even make sense but I feel that way. Like the past few weeks I've been feeling stressed and bogged down with tons of schoolwork and yet I feel like I haven't do anything. I rarely see any of my friends except David, and even then it's only a few days a week. *sigh*
I have lots of goals I would love to complete, but I doubt I'll get to any of them because I feel like I don't have enough time. And I thought I worked a lot, which equates to decent amounts of money, but I realized I barely make any money and I will never be able to afford a car, insurance, pay taxes or be able to buy anything I may need. And I'm worried that once my poor car Thor bites the big one, I'm fucked. I can't afford him as is, my parents pay for everything except gasoline.
I don't feel very happy with myself. I just feel like I do nothing, accomplish nothing and I don't even enjoy it. End emo whine.