[master post] Fic: why do you make it hard to love you
Title: why do you make it hard to love you
Author: ladysonsie
Artist: sweetiejelly
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Everything you are about to read is not real. Fiction, kids. Which means I'm just one big liar. So no offense meant and ohmygod don't sue, plz! I kinda like my things and want to keep them, thanks.
Characters/Pairings: Van/Jake
Word Count: 10.3k
Warnings: Boys acting like boys. bitchy!Van. mini!asshole!Jake. Porn. baby!angst. Did I mention porn?
Spoilers: None. If I could spoil about Van and Jake I'd charge and it would be glorious.
Summary: Van and Jake have a long journey to figure out where they stand. Going through the emotions of denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance along the way.
Author's Notes: The title and inspiration and the lyrics in the fic all come from Rihanna's song Complicated. And yes I realize I have this thing for getting inspired by her hooks. IDEK either. But we're just gonna go with it for the moment.
Author's Notes ii: So, don't even know where to start with the amount of love I want to heap on carolinablu85. She was my sounding board through this, did some last minute beta for a part and gave me all sorts of pretty help and advice. She listened to the idea and helped me along the way. Basically, I wanna make out with her. Also, so much love to the mods over at nukebigbang! You ladies are rockstars. The end. ♥
Author's Notes iii: And finally to sweetiejelly who is incredible in her patience and putting up with my inability to give her anything beforehand. She came up with the most beautiful art on an outline and put up with me scrambling to get this done at the last minute. Love you, Ronnie. And thank you again.
Dedication: To the sewer. ♥
Master Post: Part One || Part Two
Art Post: HERE
Author: ladysonsie
Artist: sweetiejelly
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Everything you are about to read is not real. Fiction, kids. Which means I'm just one big liar. So no offense meant and ohmygod don't sue, plz! I kinda like my things and want to keep them, thanks.
Characters/Pairings: Van/Jake
Word Count: 10.3k
Warnings: Boys acting like boys. bitchy!Van. mini!asshole!Jake. Porn. baby!angst. Did I mention porn?
Spoilers: None. If I could spoil about Van and Jake I'd charge and it would be glorious.
Summary: Van and Jake have a long journey to figure out where they stand. Going through the emotions of denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance along the way.
Author's Notes: The title and inspiration and the lyrics in the fic all come from Rihanna's song Complicated. And yes I realize I have this thing for getting inspired by her hooks. IDEK either. But we're just gonna go with it for the moment.
Author's Notes ii: So, don't even know where to start with the amount of love I want to heap on carolinablu85. She was my sounding board through this, did some last minute beta for a part and gave me all sorts of pretty help and advice. She listened to the idea and helped me along the way. Basically, I wanna make out with her. Also, so much love to the mods over at nukebigbang! You ladies are rockstars. The end. ♥
Author's Notes iii: And finally to sweetiejelly who is incredible in her patience and putting up with my inability to give her anything beforehand. She came up with the most beautiful art on an outline and put up with me scrambling to get this done at the last minute. Love you, Ronnie. And thank you again.
Dedication: To the sewer. ♥
Master Post: Part One || Part Two
Art Post: HERE