:/
This might be a bit of a selfish post, IDK.
A YouTuber I really like has died. She was a really sweet Aussie girl vlogging about her life in Korea with her fiancee. They managed to finally come back to Australia in March and she went for a really healthy girl who took care of herself, to very sick in an alarmingly short amount of time - turns out she had Leukemia. Her diagnosis really bothered me because it was such a "it can happen to anyone" sort of moment. She ate healthy, exercised every day, took care of herself and her partner, seemed so kind and considerate and just radiated the kind of person I'd like to be. She seemed to just find the good in every day and really enjoyed her life and was open about when things were feeling hard, especially during the pandemic.
I'm so sad for her fiancee, her family and her friends.
IDK, I guess I just hoped she'd pull through and be able to go back to doing what she loved. To hear she died is just so sad and I'm actually more heartbroken than I feel like I should be even though you shouldn't really tell anyone how heartbroken they're allowed to be. I can't imagine what it'll be like for her partner having to go back to Korea and to their apartment and... oh, wait, I kind of can imagine that, can't I?
I guess it really dredged up all the feelings about Christian. That was another "it can happen to anyone" moment. He'd lost weight, he'd been working out, making some great changes in his life and then just... gone.
Bbyong, HojuSara. Thanks for the lovely insights into your beautiful life.
A YouTuber I really like has died. She was a really sweet Aussie girl vlogging about her life in Korea with her fiancee. They managed to finally come back to Australia in March and she went for a really healthy girl who took care of herself, to very sick in an alarmingly short amount of time - turns out she had Leukemia. Her diagnosis really bothered me because it was such a "it can happen to anyone" sort of moment. She ate healthy, exercised every day, took care of herself and her partner, seemed so kind and considerate and just radiated the kind of person I'd like to be. She seemed to just find the good in every day and really enjoyed her life and was open about when things were feeling hard, especially during the pandemic.
I'm so sad for her fiancee, her family and her friends.
IDK, I guess I just hoped she'd pull through and be able to go back to doing what she loved. To hear she died is just so sad and I'm actually more heartbroken than I feel like I should be even though you shouldn't really tell anyone how heartbroken they're allowed to be. I can't imagine what it'll be like for her partner having to go back to Korea and to their apartment and... oh, wait, I kind of can imagine that, can't I?
I guess it really dredged up all the feelings about Christian. That was another "it can happen to anyone" moment. He'd lost weight, he'd been working out, making some great changes in his life and then just... gone.
Bbyong, HojuSara. Thanks for the lovely insights into your beautiful life.