Aug 17, 2011 16:07
"I realised that after everything that has ever happened, I don't want you in my life."
I said those words and it terrified me. After years and years and years of being hurt, after dishing it back only to be hurt again, you know what?
It felt good.
But not good enough.
I'm sick of being scared.
Because the truth of it all is that I knew that I didn't want you in my life all those years ago. I was just too scared to say.