Yet more moaning

[ladyscience]

I've been going back through past lj entries, specifically the ones when I was panicking about not having a job lined up after finishing grad school. I can see that the same panic I had then, I am having now. Everything turned out fine then, everything will turn out fine now.

Why can I not accept this? Why must I continue to want to scream, and cry, and throw up? Why can I not just accept, and go with life?