May 24, 2006 10:50
Alright, so it's been since January I see. I could not possibly tell you all everything that has happened in my life since then, so I wont even try.
Alright let's see, looking at my last post there is an update I can give you all on that, I believe that my cancer is gone. All of my surgeries went well, I have scars now but they are starting to fade for the most part. The two on my back will probably never fully fade but they are a good reminder. I do have one small pink spot that just started to show up on my jaw that I may have to get checked out. Other then that, I'm free.
Classes were pretty rough this semester but with a few tweakings, I may pull through. Who knows, we'll see.
Uhm, oh I got fired from yet another job. Well I shouldn't say fired because it was pretty much a mutual agreement that it wasn't going to work out. So I was out interviewing alllll day yesterday, all in all I think I put in for about 5 jobs. So I should know by next week if I got any.
This last saturday, my cell bill was 600 dollars. Personally I think it was for a good cause and I paid it, that should be end of story. Right? No. More to come on this in the following statement.
About three months ago, I met a guy in the Christian chatroom of yahoo. He is a soldier serving in iraq but we are both praying that he gets out within the next two weeks or so. A few of you know the reasons that he may be getting out that soon, pray that it goes our way.
I wont give his name here because you never know who may be reading and could use it against him. So we'll just call him he or if I happen to mention a teddy-rambo, that's him too. Yeah we'll call him Teddy.
So Teddy is already so incredibly good to me. We dont get much time to talk but in what little time we do have, I'm always happy. He sent me some fantastic roses for Valentines, anyone who has my myspace can see them in my pictures section. (btw for those of you who didn't know, I have myspace, you can find me by using my aol name - the 10.) Anywho so he wants to come here for two years so that we can be together while I still finish my goals of getting my degree.
The problem has now arisen that my bill at 600 was due to phonecalls to him. My spermdoner/father has forbidden that I speak with him, yet my father soon after confided in my mother that I would find a way to talk with him anyhow. And so I will, I will not go against what I have already prayed about and what I believe in my heart to be true, just because of a lousy phonebill that i already payed for.
Oh and if my father tries to make me pay rent, I may be moving out either by christmas break or next summer.
This summer is full. :D I am leaving for my beloved home country of Germany on June 29th. I will be staying with some friends, and taking a buddy with me, and just touring around the general Dusseldorf area until our flight leaves on july24th. I am beyond estatic. I got my passport in the mail the other day, granted, I look like a breat up terrorist due to some make-up fupas, but I'm still glad that I finally have it. Now all that's left is to pack my bags. Squeeeee! (Yes, I just squeed.)
Well, I think that's about it on my end. Pray for my new jobs and that i can earn back my 600 in order to be able to you know, eat and such in Germany. However, pray more for Teddy, for our relationship, and for his safe return home.
I hope all is well with everyone, I know I'm not around much but I try to be and I believe all or at least 98% of you have my number, so feel free to give me a jingle.
Hugs and kises.
Laus Deo.
Rose
P.S. Moon! Mr. Froggy's a pervert too!