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Oct 18, 2005 15:51

For those who are curious/care.

My eye is still sewn shut and itches every now and then. However, once the doctor looks at it friday, I should be allowed to open the little sliver that I have and use it, which should help things.

My forhead's starting to bruis a tad but nothing terrible. I'm just aware part of the time that I do have stitches up there now. They come out Friday which will get me fewing 'what happened to her' shamless stares on campus and in the store.

My boss of my only remaining job was appauled when I told her what happened with my other work and about my speculations on it. She said she would never do something like that and she thought I was very good with customers.
However I still need to snag more hours now that I don't have any other income. Though half of the things I had intended on paying for are now never going to happen so I guess there's not too much of a point. Thought I do want to pay for part of my germany trip and later my egypt trip.

School's difficult but I'm pushing. Apparently I Don't have to major or minor in teaching to teach, I can just get the license, here's the catch. You have to have a 3.0 minimum gpa. Last semester's gps was 2.5 However that was with failing math. Perhaps I'll bring it up or see if something can be arranged to get in.

It seems that most of the people that I talk to lately seem to have crappy things happening in their lives too. I'm spreading badness I guess or at lest bad luck.

Things still hurt but what can I do about it? I put up a darn good fight and thats all I can do. One person can't move a mountain.

I'd love to act again. To have that feel of one huge linked group that everyone helps everyone out. The silly rumors that go around that everyone still spreads yet laughs at in the process because they're so rediculous that they'll never happen. Slaving away on lines or notes to make sure you get everything right and freaking out that you might mess something up.
The feeling you get after a fabulous number when you can hear the approving screams or whistles and claps, followed by a good run of the show with a standing ovation.
Nothing can beat that extended family feeling and all of the bonding that goes on outside of the set and on the set.
Alas, I just don't have the time right now. Maybe this summer?

My stupid laptop has a trojan virus, goody for me. So its out of commition at least for an hour or until we know how to get rid of it. Course this happens right after my dad changes the channel my laptop is on and messes with the network so his stupid palm pilot like thing can work too. Posibly a coincidence, possibly not.

Well I think thats about it. Mom wants me to clean the kitchen so I guess I should go work a little more on that. THough I did most of it, part of whats left I don't know what she wants done with it. So maybe I'll just watch a movie or read or . . I dunno something.

God Bless
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