Yes, Virginia, there really is a LadyRois
I realized that it's been a really long time since I've posted... but it's one of those things of 'a whole lot of nuthin' is happening'.
Lets see... we are officially booked for the wedding at Abella. All in all I'm really happy and excited about it. There's a couple of little issues that are nagging at me, but for the most part, the fact that I don't have to worry about most things is a huge relief. I had a great time helping and being in the emma's wedding, but OMG we were exhausted by the end. I don't want to go through that with my own wedding. We've got the cake figured out, and just need to do the flowers and DJ. Went to a bridal fair this weekend, so ::fingers crossed:: maybe I can win one of the packages. :P
Then... a couple of weeks ago I got 'fixed'... decided that kittens were enough for us, and I needed to have another procedure done, so might as well get it done for basically the same hugemongous deductible. Kinda freaking out about all the money for the wedding and the medical bills, but somehow we'll manage. The freaking out has left me feeling rather mopey and unsocial... but that's different how? LOL!
It's really sad when I watch "Finding Nemo" and can really relate to the dad fish. All wrapped up in the worst case scenario, being responsible, and all the what if's, to really cut loose and enjoy... everything. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy stuff, but it's the eternal struggle of getting out of my own way and being involved in life. I used to be that way, but can't figure out how to get back to that. ::shrug:: It's like I want to have one really major cleansing melt down and then wake up all peppy... we'll see.
The kitten is doing good - getting so big! - and just want the Normankitten to realize that he can come upstairs with other kids.
Yeah, so that's my big insight at the moment... I'm sure there's other stuff, but at the moment, dunno.