Sadness...
Listening to the wind blow outside makes me sad. Anytime the weather is bad I have anthony to run to, but he wont be here now. He leaves to Las Vegas soon, and it's tearing me up inside. I haven't been without him for a long time and now I have to be a part from him for 3 days to a week. It's not a good feeling. Also I am here waiting for his phone call it's 10:21 and still nothing, HE was supposed to call me back like an hour ago.....
I know that I should be happy that he is going out to see a new place with his family but it's hard to when I will miss him so much. He means so much to me. ALso I know he doens't trust all my freinds and what sucks is the night he's going to leave, and old friend IH aven't talked to in ages calls to tell me that my ex broke up with his gf and all. I know that to me it means nothing, but I think that it isn't good. I mean why would they call for that. I don't want Anthony to worry but when should I tell him, I have to wait for his call. I wish he was here right noe, but I told him to go to the casino with his family. I miss him... I dunno how u did it Pricilla ( being without mo ) it sucks hard core. Well Until later gators!
I'll miss u babe and I love u have fun and win me a house!
I know that I should be happy that he is going out to see a new place with his family but it's hard to when I will miss him so much. He means so much to me. ALso I know he doens't trust all my freinds and what sucks is the night he's going to leave, and old friend IH aven't talked to in ages calls to tell me that my ex broke up with his gf and all. I know that to me it means nothing, but I think that it isn't good. I mean why would they call for that. I don't want Anthony to worry but when should I tell him, I have to wait for his call. I wish he was here right noe, but I told him to go to the casino with his family. I miss him... I dunno how u did it Pricilla ( being without mo ) it sucks hard core. Well Until later gators!
I'll miss u babe and I love u have fun and win me a house!