SPN, John Winchester, The pain lets him know he's alive
anonymous
January 31 2010, 03:57:11 UTC
A Day in the Life~
The pain lets him know he's alive; it gives him a reason to stay focused - reminds John where he is, what he has to do, and, ultimately, who he has to save.
Although he's on the job, John's not here to save the little girl, Bethany Madison, who died eighty-five years ago. He can't save her, and it's not his job to punish the step-mother who pushed her down the stairs. It isn't even his job to save Agnus and Truman Silberstein who bought the house three months ago.
John Winchester was here pursuing his larger purpose. It happened that he was able to vanquish a ghost and put a soul to rest, but he wasn't here for them. He never was. John had only one focus, one thought, one goal that had never changed from the moment he'd lost Mary. He would find and kill the yellow-eyed bastard in order to save his boys. He would save his boys' lives, their souls.
It's what John hangs onto, it's the one thing that matters enough to let him ride the pain, to fight to stay alive to do his job. He hangs onto the only job that matters - saving Sam and saving Dean.
FiN~
♥ your SS So sorry I'm running late & that this is on JW rather then the boys. Still I hope you like... and if you'd like to prompt me? All I can say is I'll do my best, so prompt me baby prompt me ;)
The pain lets him know he's alive; it gives him a reason to stay focused - reminds John where he is, what he has to do, and, ultimately, who he has to save.
Although he's on the job, John's not here to save the little girl, Bethany Madison, who died eighty-five years ago. He can't save her, and it's not his job to punish the step-mother who pushed her down the stairs. It isn't even his job to save Agnus and Truman Silberstein who bought the house three months ago.
John Winchester was here pursuing his larger purpose. It happened that he was able to vanquish a ghost and put a soul to rest, but he wasn't here for them. He never was. John had only one focus, one thought, one goal that had never changed from the moment he'd lost Mary. He would find and kill the yellow-eyed bastard in order to save his boys. He would save his boys' lives, their souls.
It's what John hangs onto, it's the one thing that matters enough to let him ride the pain, to fight to stay alive to do his job. He hangs onto the only job that matters - saving Sam and saving Dean.
FiN~
♥ your SS
So sorry I'm running late & that this is on JW rather then the boys. Still I hope you like... and if you'd like to prompt me? All I can say is I'll do my best, so prompt me baby prompt me ;)
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That was great by the way.
As for prompts...hmmm I'll have to think about it.
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