financial rut..
Ever feel like your so broke you haven't got a pot to piss in? Well we are at that point yet again...but to my hours being cut again and not sure if they are going to pick up even with it being the holiday season due to hiring more help than we need.. Everytime I look at the credit card bills, car paymeant, and other debit I just want to snap my fingers ans make it all go away. I feel like I'm not doing enough to help bring it down even tho I haven't been spending hardly anything in months..I only thing I buy is food to cook...we don't even eat out anymore to try and safe money. Tony takes any overtime he can get to help pay the bills....but it still seems we are always broke and have no money to buy anything...... I guess I should be thankful I have a roof over my head and water to drink....but the debit is a weight that weighs on your mind and frustrates you day and night. Tony and I talked about that if we ever have kids that he wants me to be a stay at home mom, the problem with that is...if we are having trouble paying bills now with 2 of us working and no full time for me in sight anytime soon...then how will we be able to afford all the bills and a new child with just one of us working? I know it sounds crazy but I worry about these kind of things everyday.... I'm not sure what to do..hopefully one day I'll be able to pay stuff off....