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so I've come to the conclusion that my senior year will by boyless, unless of course a new person that I've never met before happens to pop into the picture, then there is a chance. But at this point and time, things look dismal for my love life...so shall I turn to desperation?
Desperation has opened its doors, turned to me, and given me its number
So, the question still remains, do I turn to desperation and just go with it...or do I refuse it and just go without any pleasure?
I'm thinking about going at it from both directions. I can't lie...I really need some loving at this point. And I know this piece of desperation would give that to me...but I don't want to date or go out....persay...in lamen's terms....i just want some ass
i don't want sex or anything, I just want something more...ya know?
I think this is coming from all this bottled up aggresion and tension that I've had to store from my past relationships...when things have also been dismal. I just feel like if I could get this one thing, I would be golden, but at what price can I have it at?
Maybe if I'm just upfront with him about the situation, he'll be more with it. I mean, come on, he's a guy, what guy wouldn't want a girl who doesn't want strings attached?
I'm going to do it...i just hope it doesn't blow up in my face
Desperation has opened its doors, turned to me, and given me its number
So, the question still remains, do I turn to desperation and just go with it...or do I refuse it and just go without any pleasure?
I'm thinking about going at it from both directions. I can't lie...I really need some loving at this point. And I know this piece of desperation would give that to me...but I don't want to date or go out....persay...in lamen's terms....i just want some ass
i don't want sex or anything, I just want something more...ya know?
I think this is coming from all this bottled up aggresion and tension that I've had to store from my past relationships...when things have also been dismal. I just feel like if I could get this one thing, I would be golden, but at what price can I have it at?
Maybe if I'm just upfront with him about the situation, he'll be more with it. I mean, come on, he's a guy, what guy wouldn't want a girl who doesn't want strings attached?
I'm going to do it...i just hope it doesn't blow up in my face