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YOU can only push someone so many times before they back into a corner and lets face it, we all get stubborn or flighty with our backs against a wall. when you take what a person has given you and trivialize it for what YOU precive to be some form of a personal assault due to YOUR own insecurities, sometimes its hard to give anymore when all of that shatters based on nothing, based on insecurity. did anyone ever teach you that when you are uncertain of things sometimes it';s best to keep your mouth shut until you figure out how you feel? wanna know why? because when you speak in haste you hurt people, you cheapen meanings, you take away from the truth. that is an exhauseting battle. it is. and bye the way... my growth has been fine and necessary . a touch coccuned and clostraphobic, but we all know about vascilation and extremes and duality and wheel theory . you come forward from dark to light, it's only a matter of time. now i am going to go about my business knowing that i don't have the exhausting shverade of being better than everyone else in the world to keep kup with. end.