School tomorrow? that's no bueno!
Hi Friends!
So....I'm a pretty happy person. A lot of things amuse me and I go through life pretty upbeat.
However, there is one issue which I have grown to be oh so cautious in being happy in. It is because I recieve the most disapoint here. Something happens and I get happy and excited, yet there's that little part of my brain saying, "be careful Cali, you're just going to get hurt again." The other part of me doesn't want to care about that and just be happy! But usually, the former part wins. I end up getting happy then doing my best to ignore/suppress those happy feelings to protect myself.
Oh well. :) I still have those few moments when i'm extra happy. Then I'm careful again. :)
I do like Sundays. So restful, plenty of time to visit my friends. I love visiting people! I've made so many great friends here. I love them all and it makes me sad to think that we won't always live here together. hehehe.
But yes, back to classes/responsibility tomorrow. blah.
Love you all!
Cali
So....I'm a pretty happy person. A lot of things amuse me and I go through life pretty upbeat.
However, there is one issue which I have grown to be oh so cautious in being happy in. It is because I recieve the most disapoint here. Something happens and I get happy and excited, yet there's that little part of my brain saying, "be careful Cali, you're just going to get hurt again." The other part of me doesn't want to care about that and just be happy! But usually, the former part wins. I end up getting happy then doing my best to ignore/suppress those happy feelings to protect myself.
Oh well. :) I still have those few moments when i'm extra happy. Then I'm careful again. :)
I do like Sundays. So restful, plenty of time to visit my friends. I love visiting people! I've made so many great friends here. I love them all and it makes me sad to think that we won't always live here together. hehehe.
But yes, back to classes/responsibility tomorrow. blah.
Love you all!
Cali