Nov 02, 2006 21:48
Today has not been a good day so far.
It all started when I began feeling ill last night. So I went to sleep..annnd woke up too late this morning to go participate in this excperiment for extra credit. BAH! I like e.c.
Then I get ready and go to this forum for preparing for grad school. OH MY GOSH! I have so much to do!!! They totally freaked me out!! So, I'm toying with either Clinical, or Neuroscience/Behavioral Psych...either one are so hard to get into!!! I need to start getting research experience and working with faculty on their reserach projects..and for both..and I should get an internship..and make amazing grades...and..and...blah.
So, I found out in my stats class that on the last exam i managed to get the second to the lowest grade. I then get to sit there..for an hour..why my teacher goes over the exam and i feel dumber and dumber by the minute. I think i felt so small by the end of class that I could have drowned myself by jumping in my water bottle. That class is KILLING ME! i studied so hard for that exam!!!!!
I've had to deal with fickle people too. I loathe fickle people.
my supposed best friend is def. not acting like a good friend and it's hurtful.
Whatever though. Right?? Because of course none of this really mattters. Because as soon as I walk back into my apartment.. I have to be nice. My roomates could care less that I'm having a bad day. All they want to do is complain about their own troubles which only exist because they're incapable of structuring their time.
Also I HATE THIS AIR!! It's so cold and so dry that it feels like it burns my nose/throat whenever I breathe. I don't know why ti does this...it didn't last year...
I need a vacation..in Virginia...it's good and humid there.
Sorry this was so whiny. I'll probably delete it later.
study time.
Cali
ps. I'm making an A in 4/5 of my classes. But this won't matter for my gpa because of my stupid statistics class!!!!!