stress and fear
Ok so it is two days before Hunter's surgery. We leave tomorrow and I am a wreck. At least inside. OUtside I am trying to be very strong and relaxed. inside it doesn't seem to be working. I am very scared. This is my baby we are talking about. I know in the long run it is for the best but I don't know if I amgoing to be able to hold up until it is over. I lost it twice already today and I still have tomorrow and tuesday before it is over. Scott is doing great far as I can tell. Anyways I hope everyones week is good and things go accordding to plan. I would be greatful if you all could keep us in your prayers. Anyways I will write when I get back. Thanks for listening to me vent.