oh.......my...........god
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i've fallen for my best friend, and i'm in tears right now because i really don't know what to do! he's an absolutely amazing guy....the only problem is the distance. i just have so many thoughts running through my mind, and i was afraid to say something because my heart's on the line, and i didn't want it to get broken again like it has in the past. i know i should open up, but there's a part of me that's afraid that i will regret what i'm about to say, or afraid that i will get tremendously hurt, and i don't want to be like that! i'm scared because i don't want to damage the friendship that we have, because after all--he IS my best friend ever, but what do you do when you feel this way? i just don't know what he's going to say, and i will either look like a complete ass and be hurt, or i will be the happiest person on earth--there's no "in~between" in this situation, for me. why does love have to be so HARD?
i've fallen for my best friend, and i'm in tears right now because i really don't know what to do! he's an absolutely amazing guy....the only problem is the distance. i just have so many thoughts running through my mind, and i was afraid to say something because my heart's on the line, and i didn't want it to get broken again like it has in the past. i know i should open up, but there's a part of me that's afraid that i will regret what i'm about to say, or afraid that i will get tremendously hurt, and i don't want to be like that! i'm scared because i don't want to damage the friendship that we have, because after all--he IS my best friend ever, but what do you do when you feel this way? i just don't know what he's going to say, and i will either look like a complete ass and be hurt, or i will be the happiest person on earth--there's no "in~between" in this situation, for me. why does love have to be so HARD?