May 31, 2005 22:37
well, tomorrow's the big day! i'm so many emotions all rolled into one ball-- nervous ......... sad ......... scared ......... excited ........ happy ........ i just can't believe it's MY time to take the long-awaited walk. for some reason, it feels more like my SISTER'S time, and she graduated from greenville high THREE years ago. haha anyways, today at rehearsal, it finally hit me. i got this realization bashed into my head that "wow, it's not a dream.....this is really happening!!"
although the majority of the people i'm about to mention won't see this, oh well. i just want to say a humongous thank you to my dad, my sister, everyone i've worked with in some form (whether it be my job at the daycare or babysitting for someone's children), and all my friends--thank you for being behind me, and helping me to know that i do have someone looking out for me, someone to support me. i love you all--the past four years, especially, have meant the world to me!! thanks again, and...........I DID IT!!!!
p.s.........
i'll always miss you mom, my guardian angel. this one's for you! i love you!