My Most Favoritest Person
:Attention, Attention:
hello live journal. I have not written in you for quite a while. anyways, today i need to be thankful. THIS moment, i am thankful for my brother. he just graduated today <> thats right. i dont know if everyone feels this way, but i hope they do: It is so obvious that he is times four thousand trillion times better of a person in every aspect than me, but i'm not jealous. True, I am the most jealous person i know, but for some reason i'm not jealous of him. maybe its because he's always nice to me, and when i call him stupid or make fun of him, he just pretends not to hear. most people would slap me, or grow to hate me, but something is different inside of that child. I always used to think of us as Geminis, like twins, but not in the witchcrafty horoscope way, but now i know that we're not. because i am not what he is, i just pray that one day i'll get out of this self absorbed bubble i live in and be like joshy poo. And i'm not getting down on myself, this isnt a pity entry. I think i'm growing, i hope i'm growing and its good to have examples and to remember them, so thats what i'm doing.
hello live journal. I have not written in you for quite a while. anyways, today i need to be thankful. THIS moment, i am thankful for my brother. he just graduated today <> thats right. i dont know if everyone feels this way, but i hope they do: It is so obvious that he is times four thousand trillion times better of a person in every aspect than me, but i'm not jealous. True, I am the most jealous person i know, but for some reason i'm not jealous of him. maybe its because he's always nice to me, and when i call him stupid or make fun of him, he just pretends not to hear. most people would slap me, or grow to hate me, but something is different inside of that child. I always used to think of us as Geminis, like twins, but not in the witchcrafty horoscope way, but now i know that we're not. because i am not what he is, i just pray that one day i'll get out of this self absorbed bubble i live in and be like joshy poo. And i'm not getting down on myself, this isnt a pity entry. I think i'm growing, i hope i'm growing and its good to have examples and to remember them, so thats what i'm doing.