stream of consciousness:a message to believers
Be as comfortable as you want to be every second of the day. Set your own standards of excellence. We are all microcosms of the larger world, each encountering different factors that lead us to different decisions. My path is my path and your path is yours. Hence, neither of us is wrong. My mom taught me to not give of myself if the action has not been reciprocated. I disagree in some respects. I believe in giving of oneself if that's what I need to get by. [emphasis on "I"] If the situation seems a little too sticky, it might be in your best interest to fall back. Consider the future but focus on this present that's here right now. You'll never get this shit back. Never. and in the words of DJ Drama, "Pay close FUCKIN attention!" You'll see this shit again...on another test in like 6 months...and you want to be able to deal with it on the 2nd go round. Be all you can be for yourself...to sustain yourself, to survive everyday knowing that the world isn't the place you thought it to be as a kid. Shit...I'm 23 and my life isn't really anything near the way I pictured it 5 years ago. The problem is that, when I focused on my life, I was really focusing on location, marriage, kids, profession,etc. These days Ilm trying to lean more on just becoming more settled in my mind....I mean...the money'll be there because I've chosen a lucrative profession doing something I like...[math all day? who would've thought?]
There are more thoughts...but the keys on this phone are waaay small. I may continue another day but I always forget about LJ so who knows....
now...back to your local news channel: lies, garbage, and Britney Spears
There are more thoughts...but the keys on this phone are waaay small. I may continue another day but I always forget about LJ so who knows....
now...back to your local news channel: lies, garbage, and Britney Spears