long trying year already
Well... its been a hard year already, and we are only 1/4 the way through. Wes and I broke up... just too tired there.
My God son Died... Christian Ian Alexander Williams-Stone. He was only 3. almost 3... And although it was a beautiful candle-lit vigil, a nice burial, and viewing... I miss him terribly.
Mix this with Amanda almost dying... Maison, Bekah's son is terribly sick... Lena's youngest almost dying, and her middle son trying to committ suicide as well as running away...
My father moving in with me... thats a stress all in its own...
My mental capacity is breaking. My heart feels so numb and cold... I wish I could feel. I just dont.
So tired. SO very tired...
My car got hit last night by a neighbor... and we got major hail damage to both wes and I's cars...
Joy.
SO tired.
Loved by everyone else other than who I want to love me.
My God son Died... Christian Ian Alexander Williams-Stone. He was only 3. almost 3... And although it was a beautiful candle-lit vigil, a nice burial, and viewing... I miss him terribly.
Mix this with Amanda almost dying... Maison, Bekah's son is terribly sick... Lena's youngest almost dying, and her middle son trying to committ suicide as well as running away...
My father moving in with me... thats a stress all in its own...
My mental capacity is breaking. My heart feels so numb and cold... I wish I could feel. I just dont.
So tired. SO very tired...
My car got hit last night by a neighbor... and we got major hail damage to both wes and I's cars...
Joy.
SO tired.
Loved by everyone else other than who I want to love me.