finals week
For the last three days I have had a stomach virus the likes of which I havn't experienced since I was in grade school. I am miserable, starving, and at the same time unable to eat anything. I'm upset because I really want to go to Aikido tonight. I hope I make it.
My vow of silence is going ok so far. Lane has been a real temptation
since he is such a congenial conversationist. Still, I am learning to say more with less and keep opinonated comments to myself. Essentially a positive experience. I learn much more by being quiet than by speeking up, and I have more pleasant experiences. So far this excercise has been a real help to me, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop. I'm gonna push for my goal of January first. Thanks to all of you who have supported me in my decison.
classes have been kind of rough, and I'm still pissed at people who make untrue assumptions about me and refuse to listen to the truth. So often I feel like people treat me as an unreliable source as opposed to everyone else for no reason I can understand. It saddens me when I think about it too much. I try not to. I have too many other things to do. Like raising Shawn and keeping a reletively clean house.
I feel so tired and weak it's scary. I really hope this virus doesn't ruin my end-of-semester plans. I'm really going to miss school, because i'm really going to miss my friends. I know I probably won't get to see Lane or Mel at all over break. It's goona be a lonely Christmas. Might as well clean.
My vow of silence is going ok so far. Lane has been a real temptation
since he is such a congenial conversationist. Still, I am learning to say more with less and keep opinonated comments to myself. Essentially a positive experience. I learn much more by being quiet than by speeking up, and I have more pleasant experiences. So far this excercise has been a real help to me, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop. I'm gonna push for my goal of January first. Thanks to all of you who have supported me in my decison.
classes have been kind of rough, and I'm still pissed at people who make untrue assumptions about me and refuse to listen to the truth. So often I feel like people treat me as an unreliable source as opposed to everyone else for no reason I can understand. It saddens me when I think about it too much. I try not to. I have too many other things to do. Like raising Shawn and keeping a reletively clean house.
I feel so tired and weak it's scary. I really hope this virus doesn't ruin my end-of-semester plans. I'm really going to miss school, because i'm really going to miss my friends. I know I probably won't get to see Lane or Mel at all over break. It's goona be a lonely Christmas. Might as well clean.