God damn it's been a long time since I updated...
So it looks like I'm back in Charlotte for good now. I registered at CPCC, and applied for a few jobs, don't know if I'll get anything, but hey, atleast I'm not with Granny so much anymore. Truth be told, I'm feeling trapped with all this, but a little better too, I mean, I'm just so fucking tired, I'm ready to have something steady again. A year of party was great, trust me, everyone should try it, but I'm ready to get on with life now. I just want some peace and stability and all that bull...Although, I think relaxing for a year is definitly a good idea if you can afford it. life is beautiful, and it should be enjoyed, but even in party years, it starts to get to be the same every night.
I was in Spartanburg last weekend. Had fun, but I don't think I could live there again, atleast not now, especially if I had to worry about running into bart. I'm not mad at him anymore, but it would still be akward to see him, and i'd rather not, atleast not till I'm secure again. Oh well, I'm tired, I got 4 hours this morning, and I've been running on empty most of the day. It all seems so far away...
I was in Spartanburg last weekend. Had fun, but I don't think I could live there again, atleast not now, especially if I had to worry about running into bart. I'm not mad at him anymore, but it would still be akward to see him, and i'd rather not, atleast not till I'm secure again. Oh well, I'm tired, I got 4 hours this morning, and I've been running on empty most of the day. It all seems so far away...