Jul 10, 2002 00:12
Well, Dan and I are talking, but he is still sore. Is it a rule that men have to be babies. I don't think he understand that you can fight s=with someone and be angry at them, and still love them. And if he does, and he just doesn't love me anymore, than he didn't love me at all. I just have to except this, and move on. Yes, move on. A man that I have had a fixation on since I started High school, and I'm going to have to move on. I don't think there are many of you out there that can truly comprehend how hard this is. I mean, it worked for 4 years, why can't it work a little more? I miss him, but I just don't want someone that can be that changeable, and that can care about me that little so quickly. Maybe I'm not giving him enough time, but the way I see it, we have had longer together than most people before they get married, can he truely have changed so quickly. I don't know, but it's time to go. I'm sad. I want to cry. This is why people don't stay together this long without getting married. I mean, imagin the heart break when you rip yourselves apart. At least we weren't married, than this would be even worse, but it probably would have happened along time ago.