May 15, 2002 20:56
I have had the worst fucking day in a long time and I hate men. Why do I hate men? Because they are all selfish, uncaring bastards, that gain pleasure in ignoring those who surround them. Well, for my situation that didn't make a lot of sense, but what the hell. I am in such a mood, and to make things so much worse, i was working on a jewelry piece and the metal was so hard the it made my already cracked fingers bleed. they hurt, i hurt, my feelings are hurt, my pride is hurt, my ear hurts and to top it off I really have no friends, but that's ok, I mean, who needs friends when i am just going to leave in a few months anyway. I think I am going to go to a skapegoat concert, I don't know if they are anygood, but I do know that a lot of people don't like them, and I know that i have a rather personal hatred for the front man, whinny brat... anyway, i have an AP tomorrow, and my head hurts from all this negative energy, so i am just gonna go. Maybe I'll do some spell casting tonight, or meditation, I feel the Goddes, and I feel a need to make myself closer to her.