Apr 12, 2002 21:33
men. so idiotic. humans in general, they don't know what they are talking about. I've made a discovery in my life. I hate my "friends." They aren't friends, most of them are wolves, feeding off of me. take a certain one, she uss me because I was best friends with her sister. I'm just someone she can call on, make friends with when there isn't anyone else. Maybe I am a bitch. It's possible, but maybe I'm a bitch for a reason. I've been screwed over more than once by people that don't know what the fuck their talking about. I can't wait to be gone, i won't look back, not at any of them. I'll still let Mary come see me when she wants, and Jenna can talk to me anytime, but as far as the rest of them go, screw tham, screw them all. I am going to be a vagabond musician traveling around, knowing no one, so they can like me when they meet me, remember me well, and never get into this whole disappointed in me bull. I want it all over. i want to be a different person.