"I'm ooooold"

Nov 12, 2004 07:58

Morning world, I hope that thou art well.
Band this morning and tonight. Rapturous joy.
Then, band tomorrow. Perfect bliss.
And then I really need to find some time in between to work on college essays, which was my goal for this four day weekend and so far I haven't touched one of them.
I have an optometrist appointment today that I was supposed to have a few months ago... I kept forgetting.
(The smell of the warm summer air.
I live in a town
Where you can't smell a thing,
You watch your feet
For cracks in the pavement. )
Sorry to break into song right there, but I was writing and suddenly the lyrics to "Subterranean Homesick Alien" jumped into my head.
Today, I also want to see about getting my letterman's jacket. My mum has decreed that I will have one, because she got sick of me umming and ahhhing about the cost, so she's making it part of my graduation pressie. I love her. Not just for that, but it reminded me of why I love her. She's so good at finding a logical reason for things that makes me feel better.
Ok, I was thinking about the future and how eventually I will hopefully get married to some fantastic guy with good musical taste, table manners, hair, and other good and wonderful qualities. It made me wonder who out of my current friends I would end up inviting to it. Now, if you're not on the list, don't be sad. I''m just looking ahead to the future and contemplating who I'm most likely to still have a strong friendship with and of course it's subject to change, since "the future is not ours to see" and all that. So here's what I came up with: Hannah (who I need to ring at some point), Jessie, Emy, Emily, Chris, and Laura. It's so strange to think I might know them when we're all old and adults and getting married. We'll have changed a lot and I wonder if we'll even be the same people we are now? Anyway, that was my contemplating for today. Of course, there's the very real possibility I'll end up an old spinster woman that little kids will fear because they'll think I'm a witch and I'll have a bunch of cats (except not, because I think I'm allergic), and when I die no one will know for a few days and I'll be eaten by rabid mountain wolves who will break into my house and devour my corpse and the neighboring people will only know by the smell and wolf hair making an unsightly mess all over the place. Such a lovely thought.
Ok, NOW I'm done contemplating.
Have a beautiful day everyone.
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