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Ok,
I am trying like crazy to feel good about myself and not stress about things. I am trying to chill out and get all the work I have to done at the same time. Lately I've been falling very easily into ruts of sheer awfullness where I can hardly move let alone think. Just give me a break. I'm sick of feeling better and then getting dragged down again. I just don't have any energy left for it. At one point I told myself just to write happy stuff in here, because maybe then I'd feel less jumbled up. I realize that basically everyone is having a hard time right now. Everyone's busy and everyone has their own separate problems. So I'll leave you alone, if you leave me alone.
Thank you.
I need a really good hug right now. The kind where the other person just holds me for a really long time and doesn't say anything.
I am trying like crazy to feel good about myself and not stress about things. I am trying to chill out and get all the work I have to done at the same time. Lately I've been falling very easily into ruts of sheer awfullness where I can hardly move let alone think. Just give me a break. I'm sick of feeling better and then getting dragged down again. I just don't have any energy left for it. At one point I told myself just to write happy stuff in here, because maybe then I'd feel less jumbled up. I realize that basically everyone is having a hard time right now. Everyone's busy and everyone has their own separate problems. So I'll leave you alone, if you leave me alone.
Thank you.
I need a really good hug right now. The kind where the other person just holds me for a really long time and doesn't say anything.