All the Valar are here, save one or two, and while it's very nice I don't really feel as though I'm a part of them.
I have always been alone, and I live alone in the West. Somehow it is easier to think. The Valar can bicker and be just as petty as everyone else.
Ulmo is coming to visit me. He had better wash out his mouth before he enters. Believe it or not, behind all those f---'s there is actually not too bad a being.
Similarly, behind
his drug (ab)use,
her brattiness,
his flirtations and
his denial are worthy qualities. Even
Melkor is not so bad.
I won't go in to what lies behind each of the other Valar's weaknesses.. though we all have weakness. Perhaps I cry too much. Oh well. There is a lot of crying to be done. Just look at everything.
It is very nice to see
you here, you have always been lovely.