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I'm going to be leaving in 2 1/2 hours to pick up Michael form the airport.....for good....he'll be living with us...and he wont have to go bakc to new york in a week like before...and I feel sick to my stomach.
It's like I've never met him before or something..its rediculous but its jsut so differant..because before the whole time, even though I was happy, I was torn apart by the fact that in a week, we had to go back to our perspective states....but its not goin g to be like that this time....and its making me choke up and cry when i think about it..which is really cutting into my working shit. : sigh: i hope things calm downb efore we drive up to denver. i dont want to hurl in jennas fancy new saturn lol....well i kinda do
It's like I've never met him before or something..its rediculous but its jsut so differant..because before the whole time, even though I was happy, I was torn apart by the fact that in a week, we had to go back to our perspective states....but its not goin g to be like that this time....and its making me choke up and cry when i think about it..which is really cutting into my working shit. : sigh: i hope things calm downb efore we drive up to denver. i dont want to hurl in jennas fancy new saturn lol....well i kinda do