"This is so messed up"
Holy Fuck. Yeah, I guess whenever I start these with something like that, you know that I have something good to say. Well I do. Yey. But, I'm afraid most of the things I have to say, I can't say. So, sucks for you. Haha sike. I mean, I really can't tell you, but I'm not gonna get all mean about it.
So let's start with Friday. School was..err..school. No biggie. Oh wait, well, it was our last day of classes meaning it was my last gym class with Britt and Mary. That's sad. We always had so much fun screwing up badminton and cutting when we're supposed to run outside. So I'll totally miss that.
After school, Phil picked me up. Yey, woo! Be it he was a half hour late, it's all good. :D. So we went to my house so I could change out of my uniform and he could..err.."bond", of sorts, with the family. Yeah, a little embarrassing on my part, I must say.
Then we went to his house so he could get changed. He was all fancied up cause he had just come from graduation rehearsal. Yeah, so I met his brother too. That's cool. Well, I went upstairs with Phil and we talked and stuff. But I mean, it's kinda personal stuff and I'm not getting into all that. Not here, anyway.
So then we went and headed over to Mills where we played pool. I won the first game.. BOO FUCKKITY YEAH. Then we went and I bought my dad his birthday present (two days late e.e) from AE. It's hawt. I ran into two girls I knew from IND and Keough Allison from the play. But I guess I sorta started feeling weird in the store. Ughh, it's just like, "what the fuck now can go wrong?". I don't think many of you get what I'm saying, but I know some of you do.
So after that, we were leaving and we ran into one of Phil's friends. I felt kind of awkward, but like, whatever. We went back to his house and watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Fun movie. Then he took me home.
Yesterday was butt ass fun. Leksi came over around.. err.. I don't remember. But she came over and we got ready for HUFF'S PARTY. Woot. Then at around 6:00, he picked us up. We got to his house and Manda, Chad, CJ, and Eric were already there. Then to at least my surprise, Dan showed up, and that was pretty rad cause I haven't seen or talked to that kid in a while. Also later on, Sarah, Lauren, Brittany, Ryan, and Lunchbox showed up. Phish did too later on when we were talking a walk to the lake, he almost killed me and Leksi. It's okay, I smacked him a few times for that one.
Well, I really don't know how much else I can say about the night. Well, what goes on at Huff's house, stays at Huff's house which better be true. But I don't really think it it cause there's most definitely shit that I'm dwelling on. Sadly, there's really only a limited amount of people I can talk to about this. And that suuuuuuucks.
But let's see what I can say. Well, there was a tad bit of Bacardi involved. Yeah, I didn't have that much, so I was good, but that's cause it tasted like nail polish remover.. blech. Then, things. I mean, whatever. I don't know what's going on with anything anymore now. And that's very disheartening. Dude, I seriously thought things were getting easier when really, it just got harder. And yeah, fuck.
So I got to sleep around 6:00 and woke up at 7:30. That's fun. This morning we watched Full Metal Jacket. It's a crazy ass movie. So yeah, around 11:00, I think, Dan gave Leksi and me a ride to my house. We chilled and then she left. All good, she and I are texting now. Talking about my fucked up life. woooo!
Like, I said, I really would have liked to go full into detail, but it's definitely for the best that I don't. You'd probably think it was all crazy and fucked up anyway. So yeah. I have no idea what's going on, I'm home alone. Err, yeah. So, I'll cut this bitch loose. Yey me!
So let's start with Friday. School was..err..school. No biggie. Oh wait, well, it was our last day of classes meaning it was my last gym class with Britt and Mary. That's sad. We always had so much fun screwing up badminton and cutting when we're supposed to run outside. So I'll totally miss that.
After school, Phil picked me up. Yey, woo! Be it he was a half hour late, it's all good. :D. So we went to my house so I could change out of my uniform and he could..err.."bond", of sorts, with the family. Yeah, a little embarrassing on my part, I must say.
Then we went to his house so he could get changed. He was all fancied up cause he had just come from graduation rehearsal. Yeah, so I met his brother too. That's cool. Well, I went upstairs with Phil and we talked and stuff. But I mean, it's kinda personal stuff and I'm not getting into all that. Not here, anyway.
So then we went and headed over to Mills where we played pool. I won the first game.. BOO FUCKKITY YEAH. Then we went and I bought my dad his birthday present (two days late e.e) from AE. It's hawt. I ran into two girls I knew from IND and Keough Allison from the play. But I guess I sorta started feeling weird in the store. Ughh, it's just like, "what the fuck now can go wrong?". I don't think many of you get what I'm saying, but I know some of you do.
So after that, we were leaving and we ran into one of Phil's friends. I felt kind of awkward, but like, whatever. We went back to his house and watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Fun movie. Then he took me home.
Yesterday was butt ass fun. Leksi came over around.. err.. I don't remember. But she came over and we got ready for HUFF'S PARTY. Woot. Then at around 6:00, he picked us up. We got to his house and Manda, Chad, CJ, and Eric were already there. Then to at least my surprise, Dan showed up, and that was pretty rad cause I haven't seen or talked to that kid in a while. Also later on, Sarah, Lauren, Brittany, Ryan, and Lunchbox showed up. Phish did too later on when we were talking a walk to the lake, he almost killed me and Leksi. It's okay, I smacked him a few times for that one.
Well, I really don't know how much else I can say about the night. Well, what goes on at Huff's house, stays at Huff's house which better be true. But I don't really think it it cause there's most definitely shit that I'm dwelling on. Sadly, there's really only a limited amount of people I can talk to about this. And that suuuuuuucks.
But let's see what I can say. Well, there was a tad bit of Bacardi involved. Yeah, I didn't have that much, so I was good, but that's cause it tasted like nail polish remover.. blech. Then, things. I mean, whatever. I don't know what's going on with anything anymore now. And that's very disheartening. Dude, I seriously thought things were getting easier when really, it just got harder. And yeah, fuck.
So I got to sleep around 6:00 and woke up at 7:30. That's fun. This morning we watched Full Metal Jacket. It's a crazy ass movie. So yeah, around 11:00, I think, Dan gave Leksi and me a ride to my house. We chilled and then she left. All good, she and I are texting now. Talking about my fucked up life. woooo!
Like, I said, I really would have liked to go full into detail, but it's definitely for the best that I don't. You'd probably think it was all crazy and fucked up anyway. So yeah. I have no idea what's going on, I'm home alone. Err, yeah. So, I'll cut this bitch loose. Yey me!