still dunno ...
ok so i have talked to a few people from work about my last entry....and 1 person gave me the feeling that everything is true that he is talking ish about me and that he doesnt like me(and i truely dont understand y he would)....but another person told me that she thinks its not true and he has never said n-e-thing about me to her and i dont want to make any decisions about this person till i talk to him but yet when i try to talk to him he doesnt respond to my calls, texts, or e-mails....this is one reason y im starting to think that its all true, and i dunno who to believe b/c who knows whos lying or not.... i really dont understand what is going on between us but i hope this isnt the end of our friendship and that he would talk to me about this b4 it gets worse.I thought that we were becoming friends and now its all gone b/c someone must have flushed his mind w/ideas about me that arnt true.....