No where else to post
I want to say it every night
Those words I fear
The ones that have scar'd me so well
Words have practicall killed me
I want to scream
I want the world to hear me say them
I want to tell you
At the most random of times
Just to see you smile
Just so you know
How my heart feels
How it stops when you aren't there
Or comes back in life faster than ever when you are
Look you right in the eyes
Tell you the words I fear
But I'm terrified
Afriad it's to early
I don't want to scare you
Or watch you walk away
But every night
That all I think
I dream of you
Wishing it were you not my pillow
Wanting to wake up next to you
I fear the rush
I don't want to move to fast
Pushing the envelope to far
Taking a step you aren't ready for
Making a move that could prove dangerous
I know those words power
The weight they carry with them
How when they are false they are painful
But when they are true they are magical
I know I've said them falsly before
I don't want you to be that case
Patience is not my virtue
But is a possiblity
In every chance the beginning feels it
Many times it's not there
After days weeks sometimes months you can really tell
Then sometimes you know it in the first moment
The first kiss or first real touch
The first time the moment just freezes
When everything stands still
Breath stops and heart fall
That's the moment
I feel everytime we're together
Catching myself just staring a smiling
Just watching you
Or finding that everyone and everything dissappears when you are there
How you turn my sad day to unexplained joy
Phone calls, text messages, or even unexpected IM's
Make my heart skip beats
Jumping is no longer my style
I'm careful when that four letter word is involved
I tread lightly on saying those three words
I don't like to fall without a net
Or being the first to say it
What happens if it's a one way street
If I'm the only one to feel that way
I can't jump and land on my feet
If I jump I don't want to hit the ground
I don't want to be crushed
So I'm scared
Even if I want to say it
I don't want to give added pressure
Or lose you
So I want to say it
But I'm scared!
Okay so yeah I had no where else to say this without getting crap for it. So yeah....it's been said and it's not been said.
Those words I fear
The ones that have scar'd me so well
Words have practicall killed me
I want to scream
I want the world to hear me say them
I want to tell you
At the most random of times
Just to see you smile
Just so you know
How my heart feels
How it stops when you aren't there
Or comes back in life faster than ever when you are
Look you right in the eyes
Tell you the words I fear
But I'm terrified
Afriad it's to early
I don't want to scare you
Or watch you walk away
But every night
That all I think
I dream of you
Wishing it were you not my pillow
Wanting to wake up next to you
I fear the rush
I don't want to move to fast
Pushing the envelope to far
Taking a step you aren't ready for
Making a move that could prove dangerous
I know those words power
The weight they carry with them
How when they are false they are painful
But when they are true they are magical
I know I've said them falsly before
I don't want you to be that case
Patience is not my virtue
But is a possiblity
In every chance the beginning feels it
Many times it's not there
After days weeks sometimes months you can really tell
Then sometimes you know it in the first moment
The first kiss or first real touch
The first time the moment just freezes
When everything stands still
Breath stops and heart fall
That's the moment
I feel everytime we're together
Catching myself just staring a smiling
Just watching you
Or finding that everyone and everything dissappears when you are there
How you turn my sad day to unexplained joy
Phone calls, text messages, or even unexpected IM's
Make my heart skip beats
Jumping is no longer my style
I'm careful when that four letter word is involved
I tread lightly on saying those three words
I don't like to fall without a net
Or being the first to say it
What happens if it's a one way street
If I'm the only one to feel that way
I can't jump and land on my feet
If I jump I don't want to hit the ground
I don't want to be crushed
So I'm scared
Even if I want to say it
I don't want to give added pressure
Or lose you
So I want to say it
But I'm scared!
Okay so yeah I had no where else to say this without getting crap for it. So yeah....it's been said and it's not been said.