i'm sorry that Season 8 turned a lot of people into assholes, and i'm sorry that i was one of those assholes. it's been 2 years, i like to think i'm back to the way i was. as for ~others *cough* i don't know. but i do miss Shevy!
Well, honestly, I was tempted to go down that road too, so I definitely understand why it was fun and appealed to people. Hell, most of the time I know they were having tons more fun than me and my crew who were shaking our heads. But you know what? My "self righteous" supposedly nice crew? They were assholes too in the end. So I don't hold it against (most) people for being a part of that anymore. I know you tried to help me get into it by making me Kradam mod for a while, but I just didn't have the spine or the confidence to battle the assholes trying to make shit hard and being rude to everyone else. So I bowed out, and I still appreciate that I had the opportunity. I've never held it against you for being part of that, I mean most of the time I wished we could see eye to eye and I felt bad when I called them assholes and knew that included you because we were friends... but I'm glad we could hang tough with each other and stick it out even though we disagreed
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We all feel the same way about the fandom, it's such a shame things turned out the way they did. As for me, I'm still here for you if you need me =).
This funk will pass, sweetness. You're not where you were before, you've gotten into a good college and things will be great for you in the future. I know it. <3
I miss our age of fandom. It was awesome. I mean I'm sure it's still awesome now, but I miss living ~in the moment, you know? Sigh. Bittersweet nostalgia =)
You know what's funny is, you told me this would happen. Where I would hit a point in my life when I wasn't content with my life anymore, and needed to make a change. I think you said it happened to you when you were 23 too. I hope I can get to where you are eventually. You are my role model ^_^
But you're right. I do have an opportunity to get on the right path now, so I'm going to try to take it by the horns and not let it slip by like all the other opportunities in the past.
I miss Cookleta too. Mainly I miss just feeling like I was a part of something. I understand where you're coming from.
*hugs tight*
I'm sorry that you're down, darling. Just don't forget there are people here who still love you - like me! If you want to talk or anything, I hope you know that I'm always here for you. Love you, babyface. ♥!
Yeah, it's not so much the boys I miss. They are still there whenever I want them. It's the companionship and support from all the people in fandom. Everyone was always there to build you up, and it was great to make someone's day with a comment, and having community-wide flails. I know that's all still there now, but I'm all out of the loop and I wouldn't know how to get back into it if I tried.
*snuggles!* I love you too!!
I know you're here, and I hope you know I'm here for you too! I'll perk up. Finals week is this week, and once that's over I will be less stressed. And once I get my financial aid shit out of the way for UofM, all I have to worry about is driving xD
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We all feel the same way about the fandom, it's such a shame things turned out the way they did. As for me, I'm still here for you if you need me =).
This funk will pass, sweetness. You're not where you were before, you've gotten into a good college and things will be great for you in the future. I know it. <3
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I miss our age of fandom. It was awesome. I mean I'm sure it's still awesome now, but I miss living ~in the moment, you know? Sigh. Bittersweet nostalgia =)
You know what's funny is, you told me this would happen. Where I would hit a point in my life when I wasn't content with my life anymore, and needed to make a change. I think you said it happened to you when you were 23 too. I hope I can get to where you are eventually. You are my role model ^_^
But you're right. I do have an opportunity to get on the right path now, so I'm going to try to take it by the horns and not let it slip by like all the other opportunities in the past.
*hugs more* You're awesome.
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*hugs tight*
I'm sorry that you're down, darling. Just don't forget there are people here who still love you - like me! If you want to talk or anything, I hope you know that I'm always here for you. Love you, babyface. ♥!
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*snuggles!* I love you too!!
I know you're here, and I hope you know I'm here for you too! I'll perk up. Finals week is this week, and once that's over I will be less stressed. And once I get my financial aid shit out of the way for UofM, all I have to worry about is driving xD
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