sadly, im breaking.
here i am. just a shadow of the person everyone once loved. im annoying and stupid and no one really wants me around anymore. if they were to read this they would get mad but i honestly feel this way. god somtimes i don't know what to write because im not sure what is in my head exactly. im pushy, i guess dating your best friends brother doesn't help. i really love the guy, but somtimes i think my friends don't want me to. if they don't want it, then i don't. it would hurt alot, but i just want my friends too be happy. i know im selfish and arrogant, and i don't really deserve the people i have. i talk to much, i don't listen well, im just kind of well a shitty thing. im not funny, i think i am but im not, i guess it doesn't really matter. i don't even think i could stand me, if i was however somone else. but guess it's okay. anyways im going to go.