i surrendered myself to it and to its sweet vertigo

[ladymac]

oskar is like death. he takes everything. i may be a nihilist but i love oskar. i'm writing a screenplay about oskar. heavy on the symbolism. i can't decide if he should be a symbol of everything, or just some things. either way his heart will be central. maybe for his birthday i'll unblock oskar on AIM.

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