it was not to you i wished to speak

[ladymac]

i think my obsession with teleology and suspending it is over now. now i'm focused on beginning things.



i realize other people are not interested in the things i am interested in, but they should be.

lonely parts: more like, existence doesn't exist, exactly, because words can't describe anything accurately except as tautology
SighZieGuy: do you think about these things on a regular basis
lonely parts: yes, most of the time
lonely parts: usually i think about the modern condition
lonely parts: and the meaning in the junctures of meaning
lonely parts: sometimes i compare myself to fictional characters who likewise grapple with this condition
lonely parts: usually it's emma bovary
lonely parts: she failed, at the grappling
lonely parts: pretty miserably





incidentally i'm investigating the parallels between my life and the lives of the following people:
abram
oskar

i'm not sure which of my very sophisticated theories this supports, the one that everything is the same or the one that nothing is the same, because even if it seems the same, circumstances.