in all seriousness........
So, yes i do need to mature, and start getting ready for college, and understanding that life is unpredictable, and that things always happen for a reason.. and that sometimes its better to keep your emotions inside, and not tell the world... and sometimes... its better to be a bystander, and not someone that jumps in and helps...
soemtiems your friends can change... and your life can suck..and sometimes... you may not want to live, and just want to get out... and sometimes, when the people you love turn their backs on you, you have to move on, and find new ones! or better yet. dont.. do you hear about George Bush's best friend, or Orlando Bloom's best friend?? im sure they have friends.. but they know being in the spot light ppl will use them... well ppl use you everyday.. so be careful..
i have moved to liking more, country.. yea idk y...
i think it relaxes me.. yea crazy.. but true!
Ya know... i think i might just be going crazy!
talking to myself.
coming up with these crazy ideas.
And i have honestly nothing to do any more.
since i hurt my ankle, i cant do anything for a while. and hopefully i will be able to soon!
and like today sucked.. i didnt do a thing.. i couldnt my dad wouldnt let me.. i had a date.. i couldnt go.. cause of my flippin ankle.. gr... and now i start school in like.. well Friday.. and i have only got half of my book read..so i have alot to do.. and i might go to the beach. ahhh
i cant hide what i feel inside, just stop loving you, even if i wanted too. i cant hold on im letting go, its something i cant do. even if i watned to
soemtiems your friends can change... and your life can suck..and sometimes... you may not want to live, and just want to get out... and sometimes, when the people you love turn their backs on you, you have to move on, and find new ones! or better yet. dont.. do you hear about George Bush's best friend, or Orlando Bloom's best friend?? im sure they have friends.. but they know being in the spot light ppl will use them... well ppl use you everyday.. so be careful..
i have moved to liking more, country.. yea idk y...
i think it relaxes me.. yea crazy.. but true!
Ya know... i think i might just be going crazy!
talking to myself.
coming up with these crazy ideas.
And i have honestly nothing to do any more.
since i hurt my ankle, i cant do anything for a while. and hopefully i will be able to soon!
and like today sucked.. i didnt do a thing.. i couldnt my dad wouldnt let me.. i had a date.. i couldnt go.. cause of my flippin ankle.. gr... and now i start school in like.. well Friday.. and i have only got half of my book read..so i have alot to do.. and i might go to the beach. ahhh
i cant hide what i feel inside, just stop loving you, even if i wanted too. i cant hold on im letting go, its something i cant do. even if i watned to