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May 10, 2004 01:41

Okay, the last 5 days have been quite possibly some of the best and worst of my life. I went up to North Carolina on Wednesday morning and met an incredible guy. He took me out, and treated me like a princess. In alot of aspects, he treated me better in two days than Mike did in 4 years of marriage. He listened to me. He listened to me cry about Mike...and he wiped away my tears. He opened my doors, and put his hand on my lower back, and grabbed my hand, and was wonderful. He really helped me realize that there really is another someone out there for me. That Mike is not the end all be all of my life anymore.

When I got back on Friday, I called Padget, and he came and got me. There was some major drama in the neighborhood, and I had to make a statement to the MP's about it. (Gotta love military housing). We went to a couple of bars downtown and had a blast! He has some awesome friends...(especially Jennifer, I loved her!) I drank my first Guiness(dont think I spelled that right) ANd I must say, I'm not a huge fan of it...;) We had fun though, and I came home and passed out, the deep slumber of a broken hearted drunken woman! Thank you so much sweety! I had so much fun!

I wake up Saturday morning and there are two e-mails waiting from Mike. The were both fuck you letters. He called me a cunt. He told me he was cutting me off from everything. He told me that he did cheat on me and that I would never find out where and with who. And he told me that I dont respect anything, and me even going up there to go on a date with another guy showed him how upset I really was. do you wanna know how he found out this info? HE FIGURED OUT MY LJ PASSWORD AND WENT THROUGH ALL OF MY SHIT. He read the comment I made to Mandy, and he freaked the fuck out. What the fuck? He doesn't want me anymore, so why does it fucking matter????

He just called. I am drained. I will finished the ending to my fucked up Cinderella story later.
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