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Well boys and girls...you won't believe where I am udating from...My office! Oh yes, Kay Kay has her own office, with my own laptop and everything. God I feel like such a grownup. How cool is that? Too fucking cool. Really really. I should be finding out soon if they are gonna approve my leave for Christmas. I am supposed to be going to Colorado to see Court during that time. I am so excited about it! I havent seen Court, Ry, or Rayne in almost 2 years. Everything is so different now...I hope it will still feel the same.
I've been seeing this guy...he's sooooo nice. So so so nice. Precious even. But I'm not feeling it. He is one of the best people i have ever known. Ever. But he isnt who I want to be with. I dont want to be with anyone. I just want to be by myself. But the company is nice. Its nice to be wanted...but I cant want anyone back. And that is so sad, but life goes on.
I am so worried about Mena right now I can't even stand it. She hasnt stopped crying for the past 3 days. Keith found out he is going back to Kuwait for a year again...she is so fucking angry and scared and hurt. Fuck the desert. It has ruined all of my closest friends' marriages. I feel so bad for her. and Me and us. we are the decrepid wive's club...survivors.
In closing...the job is good, and life is good....for the most part. Cause I am on my own and independant at last.
I've been seeing this guy...he's sooooo nice. So so so nice. Precious even. But I'm not feeling it. He is one of the best people i have ever known. Ever. But he isnt who I want to be with. I dont want to be with anyone. I just want to be by myself. But the company is nice. Its nice to be wanted...but I cant want anyone back. And that is so sad, but life goes on.
I am so worried about Mena right now I can't even stand it. She hasnt stopped crying for the past 3 days. Keith found out he is going back to Kuwait for a year again...she is so fucking angry and scared and hurt. Fuck the desert. It has ruined all of my closest friends' marriages. I feel so bad for her. and Me and us. we are the decrepid wive's club...survivors.
In closing...the job is good, and life is good....for the most part. Cause I am on my own and independant at last.