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Sep 01, 2005 00:31

well i'm finally getting the last few details squared away, as annoying as it has been. sometimes i really think there is some unseen force working against me. haha. right. well apparently i can hold my own when it comes to that cause, um...i'm winning :) and it helped a lot when my grandma called out of nowhere the other day and reminded me of all the crap my parents had to deal with when they set out... how everyone was so against it and pretty much told them they were stupid and they'd never be able to make it because they had no job, no place to live and no support system where they were going. i can actually remember someone saying "let them go and get it out of their system, they'll be back" like moving across the country was just a temporary whim or something. haha. so then my grandma pointed out how even though everyone else told them what they were doing was wrong, they did what they knew they were supposed to do and look how successful the whole thing has turned out to be for them and how happy they are, and blah blah blah... that made me feel a whole lot better about everything. plus, i just like hearing other people tell the story cause it makes me proud of my mama and daddy :)

so anyway, i wish i had some good stories to tell since i've been lacking in that area as of late, but i really don't. my days have basically been filled with work, the stress of trying to get things ready to go...and sleeping whenever i can. ha. we recently found a home video of my sister's 3rd bday though. lets just say THAT was priceless. haha. by the way sam, you're on it, and you're SUPER sexy :)

other than that, nothing much going on. got invited to make a little visit up to mt. pleasant sometime this weekend. sounds good to me! but i don't know, we'll see... i kinda need that. and i think i'm ready to try reading a little again. didn't work out so well for me last time but i'm willing to give it another go. haha.

also, i love how everyone has been treating me like i'm already gone for about the past... 3 weeks or so? yeah...like thats gonna make it a whole lot easier to leave, spending my last month and a half feeling completely alone, ignored, and forgotten by the people that i've invested a whole year of my life in and love desperately. let me tell ya, its a great feeling, thanks for that!
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