Jul 24, 2006 15:20
jesus fucking christ. i'm going crazy.
but only for this
what happened in the car with my cousin was creepy. i loved it, and i wish i could do it more, but there were certain moments where i just expected him or his spirit to pop up, out of no where.
math final is on wednesday, and right now it's looking like i need a miracle.
my bank account is at an all time low, and people wo owe me money know that and still refuse or " forget" to pay me back.
i'm sorry but i've learned my lesson. fuck generosity.
michelle told me yesterday that when ever i'm stressed out, the " Y " shaped vien in my fore head sticks out al day long. that's nice, it's like a fucking brand mark.
i dont even want to talk about that love triangle.
and mohsin, jesus love?!? where THE FUCK ARE YOU?
i have to say, if thee are moments where i feel like running away from everything, this is almost one of them.
things should be better by wednesday. or at least feel better.
i dont want to go study, and i want to pass[out]. thats great.
it would really be nice if there was someone here to hold me and squeeze me so tight till i almost can't breathe, and then have them kiss me and tell me" you'll be fine, stop whining, and i love you." and then never let go of my hand.
oh well i guess it's time for me to try and excersie my brain.
who wants to run a mile when they're already exauseted?
love me do,
Luelle
p.s. does this mean maur and mich are going to be sooo consumed with them selves that luelle's going to be a 3rd wheel? if si, i'd rather be a unicycle thank you.