Terrified
There is a person in my life, who is so special to me. Most people reading this are probably thinking brandon, and though he is special, he is not the subject of this entry.
This person in my life is amazing, his own person and one of the kindest people ever. his only real flaw is that he doesn't know how great he is and how much people love him.
I am so scared for him. i dont know what's going to happen and without him i don't konw what i'd do. he is such an important person to me and it kills me to see him this unhappy. i wish there was something i could do to make his life easier. if there was, i would do it, no matter what the cost.
I don't want to leave for school anymore. i mean, i do, but i don't want to leave him. i like to be here so that i know that he can always get ahold of me when he needs to. i just want him to be happy again, because if anyone deserves happiness it's this extremely awesome person.
He just has so much going for him, i do'nt want something temporary to cause problems for him. because i know that he is so much better than what he is going through now and that one day he will look back on these days and realize he is such a strong person because of them. There is just so much to look forward to in his life, it amazes me.
I guess i'm just going to end this by telling this person how much i love him, and letting him know that everyone has problems in high school/college and that no matter what happens i'm here for him. you are so great and i'm so proud of you.
if you are a praying type person, please keep me and my friend in your prayers.
*~* lauren andrea *~*
This person in my life is amazing, his own person and one of the kindest people ever. his only real flaw is that he doesn't know how great he is and how much people love him.
I am so scared for him. i dont know what's going to happen and without him i don't konw what i'd do. he is such an important person to me and it kills me to see him this unhappy. i wish there was something i could do to make his life easier. if there was, i would do it, no matter what the cost.
I don't want to leave for school anymore. i mean, i do, but i don't want to leave him. i like to be here so that i know that he can always get ahold of me when he needs to. i just want him to be happy again, because if anyone deserves happiness it's this extremely awesome person.
He just has so much going for him, i do'nt want something temporary to cause problems for him. because i know that he is so much better than what he is going through now and that one day he will look back on these days and realize he is such a strong person because of them. There is just so much to look forward to in his life, it amazes me.
I guess i'm just going to end this by telling this person how much i love him, and letting him know that everyone has problems in high school/college and that no matter what happens i'm here for him. you are so great and i'm so proud of you.
if you are a praying type person, please keep me and my friend in your prayers.
*~* lauren andrea *~*